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Because I've mostly silent through this past year - please don't misunderstand, there's no abandonment here. As with the Book of Esther, albeit God was silent still, no abandonment here. For the most part, I went in search for self, listening, reading, exploring, living, seeing, life in myself and others and how we're all connected some way somehow for the better good - so no, there's no abandonment here.
I read your posts, I heard your songs, I've seen your infographics, infocommercials, info-posts and info-notes. I've watched your webinars, attended your seminars, took notes of your lecture and mimicked your conjecture and still, no abandonment here. Again, just because I remained silent does not mean I wasn't watching, neither that I wasn't caring...what did it mean?
I watched the spaces fill with words. I listened as the "noise" of the Internet began to swell. I watched as more and more experts told you and me to speak; to soar and still abandonment never crouched near my door. I told others to speak and to so it loudly. I coached you and him and them to score - I watched and waited to see who would pick up the mantle and run straight through the door with it to score. Not one. Not even two stepped up to fill my space.
No one approached to take my place, to speak, to point, even to erase the memories of my teachings neither the rules of social engagement. My space in this place still remains - it still holds the thunderous clap for me as I re-approach the mantle that was made for me, my voice, my mission, my quest.
No abandonment here - simply put, I am back to flow as before in the prolific, in the prophetic and the theoretic. I am here forever more.
